♡⋅˚Starting Over˚⋅♡
I have thoughts that keep me up tonight but here I am hands on keyboard unable to put it down to words. How do you have everything you ever dream of as a child; you have everything everyone else dreams of and still feels... unhappy like something is missing? This song is so nostalgic as I am a sucker for music set the mood and this one is my mood tonight. I loved it then as a child but never did understood what this song is about. HERE I am 23 years later and finally understanding what Britney Spear feels. I feel lonely; while being surrounded by so many peoples and love ones. I don't feel like myself and those that doesn't know will think I am going through a midlife crisis. I'm also not one to share my struggles behind the scene but maybe my journey to self healings will one day help somene else get past it. I don't know if anyone is reading this and honestly... maybe I don't want anyone else to find this blog because I'm not sure I want others to see me ris...